自我接下帮别人擦屁股的活儿至今，已经整整38天。

一份都已经通过总公司各个部门会签审核的合同，现在居然要改！
我改。我怎么改？我只能改得不知所措、不知所谓。
惠州那鸟不拉屎地方的所谓的领导，你脑子里在想什么？就不能爽快点吗？
我一大堆的事要做，没有心思一天到晚揣测你脑子里是进水了还是长了瘤子。
直到昨天真相大白。

上海的那批白痴加硕鼠，原来是你们惹的祸，现在让我来帮你擦屁股！
整整1500万。你们居然就敢私自挪用，让别人拿着这笔钱去增资，再让自己的公司去买他的股权！
我回想起你们那副嘴脸就想吐。肥头大耳，腆着大肚子，呼哧呼哧的，说个话都结结巴巴。
往那身膘肉里扎一个洞，是不是流出来的都是钱？

之前为了让这个项目按你们的计划运作，一次次地跑广州、跑北京递交材料。
现在出了事，连脸都不敢露一下了吗？

你们就是一滩软塌塌的屎。孬种。

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想用什么音乐来宣泄这种愤怒。
我是否还是太年轻？为什么总会有愤怒的感觉和冲动？
什么时候才能宠辱不惊呢？
也许我永远都是一个容易愤怒的人……

脑子里响起的第一首歌就是这首。
伴随我多年的the eagles，让狂暴的鼓点和嚣叫的贝司来颠覆我吧！

I turn on the tube and what do I see
A whole lotta people cryin' "Don't blame me"
They point their crooked little fingers at everbody else
spend all their time feelin' sorry for themselves
Victim of this, victim of that
Your momma's too thin; your daddy's too fat
Get over it
Get over it
All this whinin' and cryin' and pitchin' a fit
Get over it, get over it

You say you haven't been the same since you had your little crash
But you might feel better if they gave you some cash
The more I think about it, Old Billy was right
Let's kill all the lawyers - kill 'em tonight
You don't want to work; you want to live like a king
But the big, bad world doesn't owe you a thing
Get over it
Get over it
If you don't want to play, then you might as well split
Get over it, get over it

It's like going to confession every time I hear you speak
You're makin' the most of your losin' streak
Some call it sick, but I call it weak

You drag it around like a ball and chain
You wallow in the guilt; you wallow in the pain
You wave it like a flag, you wear it like a crown
Got your mind in the gutter, bringin' everybody down
Complain about the present and blame it on the past
I'd like to find your inner child and kick its little ass
Get over it
Get over it
All this bitchin' and moanin' and pitchin' a fit
Get over it, get over it
Get over it
Get over it
It's gotta stop sometime, so why don't you quit
Get over it, get over it
Get over it